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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

HEYYO!!!

Alrighty, i have MOVED!!!
Ya'll can come visit me at my new site.

& oh! RE-LINK me, please!

Love ya, huns!
MWAAAAAAAH!

6:00 PM

Monday, September 18, 2006

I had Literature paper II today. THE JOY LUCK CLUB.
Oh, Amy tan, OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. :(
The paper is at 11 and so, i got there at 10 plus. And the moment i got to school, entering the canteen, Debbie Ng Ning shouts out to me saying that she's gonna have to feed on grass and water for the entire week. I was like, hahaha wth!!! :)
Anyway, i didn't exactly get to finish my paper as i ended abruptly for my essay question. And ohmygoodnessgraciousme, they set the passage-based based on YING-YING ST CLAIR. Waiting between the trees. -.-
Okay. Right.

Plus i didn't catch enough sleeeep last night. I had only 3 plus hours sleep and MANCHESTER UNITED LOST TO ARSENAL. (Newsflash)

Anyway, i won't even be using my Prelim grades to ATTEMPT entering Catholic Junior College (CJC). I've gotta study hard. Oh gosh.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LET ME DO WELL FOR 'O' LEVELS!!!!!

Next papers up:
PAPER 1 for Biology, Physics and Chemistry.
Screw Physics and Chemistry. Oh screw you. :( :( :(
I just can't do well in them. It's so infuriating, alright.

And i've got dinner tonight with Dad's side of the family.
Aunt Louisa is back from Hong kong, Shen yen's flying back to London. So, dinnnnner!
Goooooooooooooooooody.

Oh and i had dimsum for lunch again.
I swear i love dimsum, man. Feed me :D

MORE PICTURES OF THIS LITTLE IMP, CHANTELLE.

Mm i should upload the videos of Chantelle dancing and shouting at Nic soon.

Chantelle with her tiny micromini skirt at our garden/entrance stairs area.

I totally love her! Look at her legs. SHE'S OH-SO-ADORABLE :D

She was pointing to this tiny tiny earthly crawly thing and kept shouting, 'ANT! ANT!' And then she does the motion and places her hand above her heart and repeats 'SCARED. SCARED!' Heehee!!!!

A small infant playing with a Mont Blanc pen. She was drawing on our order list -.-

Chantelle splitting the peanut into two. Mm, and this is at Beng hiang.

ALRIGHTY! I'm gonna just hang around now.
I feel like soaking in my jacuzzi till it's time to get ready for dinner. Wf is asleep.
Mmkay, maybe i'll do just that. :D
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3:55 PM

Sunday, September 17, 2006

WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How could you.

I have no mooood to study Lit.

9:09 PM

~~1. Jing-mei Woo's stories (The Joy Luck Club, Two kinds, Best quality, A pair of tickets)~~
~~2. An-mei Hsu's stories (Scar, Half and half -Rose Hsu Jordan, Without wood -Rose Hsu Jordan, Magpies)~~
3. Lindo Jong's stories (The red candle, Rules of the game -Waverly Jong, Four directions -Waverly Jong, Double face)
4. Ying-ying St Clair's stories (The Moon lady, The voice from the wall -Lena St Clair, Rice husband -Lena St Clair, Waiting between the trees)
5. Understand and study the parables
6. Comparison
7. Relationships
8. Similarity in characters
9. Differences in characters

Okay, i'm like so superly DEAD for Lit paper II tomorrow. :(
I haven't completed much.
Should i hella mug tonight? Oh, spare the panda eyes. I have ultra heavy eyebags and it gets me so displeased. SIGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
:( :( :( :( :( :(
Mm, so whats the best suggestion!
Okay, i'll decide later.

YAYYYYYYY, food from Chomp chomp!
I so love eating the food there and i so love Singapore's hawker life (in certain areas). I'm craving for Newton's hokkien mee and fish porridge. Yummmmmy!!!!
Of course, there's a fair share of awesome food in Chomp chomp too!!
Hee, how'd it be like to be a FOOOOOOD GURU! Eh i don't mind. :D
All the fabulous food at the tips of my fingers, yo! :)

Okay, back to LIT.
Die.
AMY TAN!! :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

How'd things end up this way?

8:17 PM

Everyday i sit here waiting, everyday just seems so long. And now i've had enough of all the hating. Do we even care, it's so unfair. Any day it'll all be over. Any day there's nothing new. And now i just try to find some hope, to try and hold onto. And it starts again, it'll never end.

I'm heavily broken, and i don't know what to do.
It just seems like i'm choking, and i can't even move.
When theres nothing left to say, what can you do?
I'm heavily broken, and there's nothing i can do.

Almost giving up on trying, almost heading for a fall. And now my mind's just screaming out. I've got to keep on fighting. But then again, it doesn't end.

Feels like i'm drowning, i'm screaming for air.
Louder i'm crying, and you don't even care.

I had a terrible dream last night.
And i kept waking up and taking time to sleeep again so i didn't manage to get much sleep. Say, perhaps around 5 hours max.

Anyway, went out for lunch today.
I don't know whose bright idea it was to try some Tunglok restaurant at Paramount hotel called The Paramount. The place totally sucks and i hate the ambience in the restaurant. I mean, a Tunglok restaurant should have a certain standard. Look at places like Jade at Fullerton, Humble house at Esplanade and Kippo at Keppel Club. Those are just examples and in no particular order.
And my favourite dessert, Tangyuan, sucked. :(
Forget it, just don't ever go to that restaurant.

And then, went to visit my Dad's friend's place.
Both husband and wife are doing so well la. I want to be successful when i grow up too! Like seriously, they're very wealthy but modest. :) I enjoy talking to them.

Today didn't go so well for me.
Neither did yesterday.

Right.

7:15 PM

She asked if you could stay, did ya think about me when you almost turned away. Did ya think about me when you picked up the phone? Should have left it just ringing and made it seem like everything was the same as it had always been.

Did ya think about me being half awake and crying
lying on the floor and waiting for the break of day
didn't think about tearing me apart
At any moment in the night, you could have tried to make it right
Why, why, why?

Now in an afterthought, were you thinking about me? Don't know what you did it for, cos you were thinking about you. So, you want me to believe you were thinking about me. Isn't hard for me to see you didn't stop for anything

1:19 AM

Saturday, September 16, 2006

Break it down now, i'll tell you what i feel.
From the moment that i met you, it's been so damn real.
My heart seems to skip another beat everytime we speak, can't believe i feel so weak.
Tell me that you really need me, and you want me and you miss me and you love me
I'll be your lady
I'll be around waiting for you, I'll put it down be the woman for you.

Okay, SUCCESSSSS!!!!!! (Partly)
I finished reading JING-MEI WOO'S stories in The Joy Luck Club already.
FAILURE!(Partly)
I still have alot to read and do.
I'LL BREAK IT DOWN FOR YA.

~~1. Jing-mei Woo's stories (The Joy Luck Club, Two kinds, Best quality, A pair of tickets)~~
2. An-mei Hsu's stories (Scar, Half and half -Rose Hsu Jordan, Without wood -Rose Hsu Jordan, Magpies)
3. Lindo Jong's stories (The red candle, Rules of the game -Waverly Jong, Four directions -Waverly Jong, Double face)
4. Ying-ying St Clair's stories (The Moon lady, The voice from the wall -Lena St Clair, Rice husband -Lena St Clair, Waiting between the trees)
5. Understand ans study the parables
6. Comparison
7. Relationships
8. Similarity in characters
9. Differences in characters

HOW AM I GOING TO FINISH EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

5:48 PM

I'm so bloooooooooooody furious now, like damn.
Firstly, i was woken up at 10 plus by my brother because i suppose my folks got him to wake me up. Fine, thats alright. I went to wash up and get ready because Nic mentioned something about going out to dine. So i got ready and went down, being extremely hungry, and found out that they had gone out to buy food back instead. From experience, i know that they take eons to get back. Knowing how annoying my Mum can be and how good she is in dragging things. I kicked up a huge fuss. I WAS SO HUNGRY, FOR GOODNESS SAKE.
And then i had to gorge myself with tidbits till they came back. And there, all the horror began. Those midgets.
Mum comes in by the door when i just came down the stairs and walked to the living area. Then she shouts at me 'YOU'RE STILL WATCHING TV TILL NOW!!!!!!!!!' And i was so bllooooooooody annoyed. I JUST CAME DOWN, BLOOOODY HELL. I read The Joy Luck Club and ate while waiting for the KING & QUEEN. And then, i looked away from her and went to pack up the newspapers that Chantelle messed up. I WAS BEING NICE LA. And UGH!!!!!!!!!!!! My dad came in next through the door saying, 'SORRY FOR WAKING YOU UP LA. DA XIAO JIE. YOU MEAN WE CANT WAKE YOU UP. IF WE DIDN'T, YOU'LL STILL BE SLEEPING LIKE A PIG AND I BET YOU WON'T STUDY FOR THE ENTIRE DAY. WHAT TIME DID YOU SLEEP LAST NIGHT. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP. HUH!!!!!'. So i argued back saying that i slept at 11 last night and read The Joy Luck Club and was reading it this morning too. SO HE SAID DAMN SARCASTICALLY, 'YEAH I'M SORRRRRRRY. MY FAULT'
And throughout the whole time when i prove him wrong or when he's trying to blooooooooody hell make me sound like a piece of shit, he'll repeatedly go 'MY FAULT' or 'OH MY FAULT AGAIN. SORRY AGAIN' and all his crap.
I'M SO MAD NOW.
It's so stupid. And he doesn't know how heavy i'm feeling now with other things on my mind too. So i;m gonna screw prelims too.

Yknow what, this whole thing isn't working out.
I'm becoming a monster, damn.

SO, PISS OFF.

Focus on Chantelle.

Nic

1:59 PM

Friday, September 15, 2006

Helllllooooooooooooooooooo
I'm not exactly in the mood to update now but well, i shall. Yeeeaahhhhhhh.
Had Emath I today. It was definitely better than Paper 2, i'm so failing that. I'm not kidding, mate. I know i sound so relaxed about it and all but actually i'm dying inside. I mean, whats going to happen to me? My O levels? If i don't score up to expectations, i'm screwed already. Yes, thats how serious the circumstances are.
At times, i really just feel like hurling all the school books and notes away. And it is so prohibitive, in terms of my future. I can't afford to throw everything away, the cost of my actions will be so so high.
It is, of course, self-evident that i have to study and score good grades to secure a stable future. OKAY WHATEVERRRRRRRRRRRR. Enough.

I am so loving The Veronicas now!
They're simply simply simply awesome.
Listen to their music, alright!!!!

Oh, the monotony of my life.

3:32 PM

Thursday, September 14, 2006

Sorry guys, i haven't been updating.
Anyway, it's hte prelim period now. Weird enough, i don't feel exactly very stressed. I've been going out everyday and have been enjoying myself with things like gelato to waffles to prawn mee, etc. Mmm, yeaaahhh.
Pictures will be uploaded some other time.
Sorry folks!!

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

5:54 PM

Saturday, September 09, 2006

I just managed to scan in some random pictures as we FINALLY bought a new scanner the other time but took forever to start using it.
Well, Nic scanned in the pictures for me so, thanks bro. ;)

Plus, i just came back from The Cathay again.
Caught 'Singapore dreaming' just now. Honestly, i don't really fancy it and theres a huge load of the hokkien language being spoken in the movie. Hilarious at certain parts but other than that, very realistic i guess.

And dinner at Chomp chomp. :D

My birthday pictures are below toooooooooooo.

Mmkay, there you go!

We were cutting Chantelle's second birthday cake for her 2nd year birthday. She had the Barney one earlier on.
Oh, and her birthday is on 11th August.

This was taken back during the June holidays 2006.

Mm, taken in Genting during the June holidays too! It was superly cold during that period of time in particular so i had to wear Nic's SJI jacket over my clothes + jacket.
BBRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

SWEEEEEEEEET SIXTEEN

Dong!! :)

Alrighty then!!
LOVE YA!
MWAH! <3

2:23 AM

Friday, September 08, 2006

I have a massive splitting headache now.
And i don't see why i have to have this at all times. I don't feel good at all.
It's pretty nerve-wrecking for me now, i have these amount of things running through my mind. Plus, you think that it's implausible when it actually is true.

And i have to get it, out of all the times.
Also, i'm getting tubby by the day.

I can't stand this headache.
It's driving me nuts.

3:42 PM

Thursday, September 07, 2006

YAYHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :D
I had a Java Chip frap to go from The Cathay just now and oh, got tickets to catch 'Singapore dreaming' tomorrow. Yeeaahhhhhhh.

Anyway, went out for dinner.
Nic and i kept disturbing Chantelle in the car. It was fun la. :) Heh.
She kept insisting on turning on the Telly in the car but she wasn't even watching the darn cartoon. Or she'll keep screaming till we change cartoons for her to watch but still, she won't be satisfied. A pain, really. But i still love her, man. :)

The Cathay

Spageddies. I like the plate! :)

Chantelle :D

Java chip Frap! :D

Love ya! MWAH <3

11:37 PM

This is so bloooooody hilarious! (To me, that is)
Nic totally watches their videos and this is just one of them. Haha, it's great!
AND THIS ONE IS JUST FREEAKY.
Enjoy :D

BYE!!!!!!!!!!

4:43 PM

My most decent entry in a long time.
I finally can get myself to type with more awareness and discipline.
:D Whooooooooooooohooooooo!

So, i stayed up for like the entire night. :/
But i guess it wasn't that bad, Wf was talking to me on the cell all the time. Except when he napped for a short short short period of time while i went to surf the net. But hey, that was absolutely fine with me.
And i kept checking back at _________.com etc to check the ______ for him. Yeah, plus i was doing it with the lights off so, it was rather tedious too! :( Constantly straining my eyes to look out for the ______. Alrighty!
And i accidentally jolted my toes against this pretty sharp corner just now. :( Hnnnnh!
That sucks, okay.

And it seems oh so probable that i'll screw up my Prelims.
I just don't know what is wrong with me recently. I used to work hard. Hey i worked hard for Midyr and it was a massive improvement for me. I wanted to keep on going that way, constantly improving myself and feeling jubilant. But i just have to bring this upon myself.
I definitely want to enter a College, a reputable one in fact.
And i guess i'll be striving for Catholic Junior College (CJC). And if my results will be up to mark, that's another matter.
I heard that the Prelims are extremely crucial to help me enter the JC of my choice. People who get in via the Prelims have a much higher advantage as compared to those who aren't. And by the looks of it, i'm going to screw up my Prelims real badly. Then, what am i going to do from here?
Unless if i can manoeuvre my way about this and study hard for the O's. Man, i totally dislike this. And like some put it, 'to the core'.
I'm feeling oh-so-penitent now.

Anyway, i rang for Pizza delivery again just now.
Seriously, i am so ultimately grateful for DELIVERY SERVICES. Honest. I think it's really cool and convenient. Plus, i get my food within a decent span of time.
Is that great or what! :)
So yeah, had the Pepperoni pizza and drumlets. MMMMMMMMMM!
And now, i'm satisfied but bloated again.
I hate getting bloated, it just gets on my nerves. I feel like a huge hot air balloon is in my tummy, just preparing to bloooooow. :/ Sick.

Plus i totally felt like Nic's lackey just now.
Having to help him bring his foooood up and down the stairs etc. But i guess that isn't too bad hur! I get that teeny weeny bit of exercise but seriously, i hate feeling like someone else's lackey. Unless if i don't mind doing the things. :)

Can i just pummel you to vent all the anger?

Kit Kat & Prawn rolls.
Prawn rolls weren't fantastic though.

The Literature text: The Joy Luck Club.
Alright, give succour to me. I'm in huge distress now. All the linkings, themes and characters in the book are just driving me nuts. Help?

Hey Romeo

2:46 PM

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

I'm sorry.

My one and only. <3

My hot shot Superman.

I want the fancy pancy things too!

Bye bye for now!

3:43 PM

Monday, September 04, 2006

So many lectures today.
Dad and Mum keep nagging to me about my studies and i think it really does hit me. I have not been studying at all. Maybe when i was around Dong and Shermin, i did do some work. After that, i've been playing like shit. I haven't even completed my revision for any subject.
Now i'm damn worried.
Worst thing is, i still can't get myself to work hard.
And they told me many things that'll happen to me.
I'm so afraid now, so so so afraid.

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